Just this morning one of my girlfriend told me that someone likes (?) me..When she said that I was not a bit happy nor upset..It’s just a usual feeling..Just like a simple exchange of words from my girlfriend..I had feeling since then..but I don’t have any proof and I don’t want to prove it too..Not just because that I don’t want to..but just because of expecting too much..Of course, no one wanted to be hurt..No one wanted to shed tears..And I am also not a kind of girl who just want to make love or flirt to someone with any reasons..I hate to initiate cause I am afraid of being rejected..I hesitated cause I don’t want to look like any b*tch around..I hate it..I hate it..And even hated it more..Though I am real fighter..love makes me weak..Call me anxious..I don’t want to be too close for comfort..Call me whatever you wanted..I’m afraid to be hurt.. ( Sounds like I am not the one who is writing this..)

As they said, If you will just be afraid when you will be happy and contented? When you will fight your fears? When you will be loved? When you will experience true love? When you will fight for it? When you will fight for him?

Yet it seems exaggerated..This is what I feel right now..

After many hours..It sink in to me ( Late reaction! )

What if he likes me? Will it make a great impact? Will it change my world? Will it make me happy or contented? Will it make me change the way I treated him? Will I also like him? Or will I fall for him?

Questions that I can’t answer for now..

I can’t giggle just for knowing that..It s*cks! I don’t want to assume..I don’t want to expect for something to happen.. ( See how I am frightened? )

And what the hell he called me a snobbish one? Hey! I am not! Yet it looks like! But it’s just my curve eyebrows ( I don’t shave it! I am blessed with it! ) , the way I frankly talked..the way I observed things around me..And make ‘pintas’ to others..I am not proud or boastful..I just don’t care about others business..I ignore things that I can’t relate to, I can’t handle or I can’t stand to..Or even things that can’t enhance my abilities and capabilities..I ignore those persons that I know just wanted to make fond of me without any good reasons..I ignore those persons that I can’t make my life worthy..I ignore those persons who can’t make me happy and will just give me aches..You can know me better!

Am I snobbish or I just don’t care it at all?

Anyone can approach me..I can smile and not frown to everyone..I can also expresses what I feel..I am also a human..I know who are unreal to me..I know who appreciated me..

So stop calling me SUPLADA!!!

You don’t know the real me.

Better know me first. ( I won’t bite you! )

If you like me..Approach me then..

It’s up to you! I don’t want to continue no more!

Kim Simonsson’s figures are made out of ceramics, clay and glass with a touch of Gold and Silver, often covered in a thick white glaze making them look like porcelain. We normally associate porcelain with grandma’s glass cabinet, but Simonsson’s figures do not match this association. His style is definitely Japanese/Manga inspired. The mix of ceramics and gold is just sublime…

“Authority in its’ many forms fascinates me and in my works I want to reverse the common beliefs by making the weak powerful.” (Kim Simonsson)

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Now that the husband of Amy Winehouse, Blake Fielder-Civil, is out of prison and into rehab, the former junkie believes it is best for the couple to separate.

He also admitted to being the one who got Amy hooked on drugs.

In a recent interview he confessed,

“I dragged Amy into it and without me there is no doubt that she would never have gone down that road. I ruined something beautiful. Now I have to let her go to save her life. I am not abandoning her. I am doing this out of love.

I have had to live with that for the past year that I have been in prison and I have got so much remorse.

I feel like killing myself. I feel like f***** dying.”

Listen to a clip of Blake’s interview here.

He has admitted that he turned one of the world’s best singer’s into a malnourished, scrawny, full-blown drug addict. He said that Amy only smoked a little weed before they hooked up.

“I made the biggest mistake of my life by taking heroin in front of her. I introduced her to heroin, crack cocaine and self-harming. I feel more than guilty.

The first time Amy took crack she asked me, ‘Can I try a bit of that?’ Crack is the nastiest drug. It makes you paranoid, unreasonable, edgy and totally suspicious of everyone. And you can get hooked on it straight away. But I was weak and an addict and I let Amy take some.

I didn’t stop it from happening. For that I take full responsibility. It became something we did as well as heroin. And then our lives fell apart.”

Blake also revisited the frightening first seizure that Amy suffered during the summer of 2007. He says his wife almost died in front of him.

“I was there when Amy suffered her first seizure. I still break down thinking about it. We had been taking drugs all day long. Heroin and crack.

I started crying and I lay her down in the recovery position. I cleared her airways to make sure she wasn’t choking. But her jaw was closed tight. I tried to stop her from biting her tongue when she was on the floor

It was heartbreaking, seeing someone you love more than yourself, someone you would die for, someone you would kill for on the floor shaking.”

He says when Amy finally came around, she had no idea who he was and was hateful.

“I will go to my grave with that picture of Amy asking me, ‘Who are you? Who are you?’ She didn’t know who I was. I told Amy, ‘I’m your husband’. I knew f***ing then that I had ruined something beautiful. It was all my fault. It was the worst thing that has ever happened to me in my life.”

Blake will be released from the rehabilitation clinic on December 30th, just in time for the new year. But he says that he won’t be spending New Year’s Eve with his wife.

“Now the most dignified thing I can ever do in my life is to release somebody I love from my f***ing grasp, from my clutches.

“When I see pictures of Amy and the state she’s in it tears my heart out. I just want to pick her up and help her. But I can’t..because I’m the man who caused it all. It scares me to death that I can’t fix Amy. But for her recovery I have to leave her alone. I will never stop wanting Amy and loving her and craving her. More than anything I am addicted to Amy.

I will do anything for her - and that includes walking away.”

Read more at News of the World.

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DIRTY Dancing star Patrick Swayze has reportedly taken a turn for the worse and started saying goodbye to loved ones after learning his cancer has spread.

The Dirty Dancing and Ghost star, who in January was told he had pancreatic cancer, has started preparing himself for death, reports say

“Patrick recently got word that the cancer had spread to his liver and that is what his doctors said would begin the countdown to the end,” a source told National Enquirer magazine.

“Patrick knew it was coming because he was suffering increased weakness.

“At times, he was so weak that he could barely walk without feeling faint. Sometimes he feels out of breath and has to sit down.”

Swayze, 56, told Lisa, his wife of 33 years, and his brother Donny that he doesn’t have long to live.

“Lisa phoned Donny in Los Angeles and told him he need to come to Chicago, where Patrick has been filming TV show The Beast. She was crying and scared Donny to death,” the source told National Enquirer.

“Donny got the impression his brother was already on his deathbed because Lisa was saying Patrick wanted to say goodbye. She couldn’t stop crying.”

Swayze has been undergoing pioneering Cyberknife radiotherapy at California’s Stamford University Medical Centre, and had been making a steady recovery from the illness.

He has finished filming The Beast in Chicago, where he has been putting in 12-hour days. He went to a party earlier this week to celebrate with Lisa and Donny.

He stayed for one-and-a-quarter hours sitting on a couch the entire time, happily talking to people.

Swayze’s wife “mingled a little more than Patrick did, leaving the couch to grab a drink or talk to people, but mostly she remained at his side” a source told the US magazine.

“Patrick let the party-goers come to him, never circulating around the room and rarely even standing up, but when others did come to him, he chatted at length with many of them.”

In October, his production team reported Swayze had missed only a day and a half of work.

“I’m still fine to work, I haven’t changed - oh, I have changed, what am I saying? It’s a battle zone I go through. Chemo, no matter how you cut it, is hell on wheels,” he told The New York Times.

(source)

DIRTY Dancing star Patrick Swayze has reportedly taken a turn for the worse and started saying goodbye to loved ones after learning his cancer has spread.

The Dirty Dancing and Ghost star, who in January was told he had pancreatic cancer, has started preparing himself for death, reports say

“Patrick recently got word that the cancer had spread to his liver and that is what his doctors said would begin the countdown to the end,” a source told National Enquirer magazine.

“Patrick knew it was coming because he was suffering increased weakness.

“At times, he was so weak that he could barely walk without feeling faint. Sometimes he feels out of breath and has to sit down.”

Swayze, 56, told Lisa, his wife of 33 years, and his brother Donny that he doesn’t have long to live.

“Lisa phoned Donny in Los Angeles and told him he need to come to Chicago, where Patrick has been filming TV show The Beast. She was crying and scared Donny to death,” the source told National Enquirer.

“Donny got the impression his brother was already on his deathbed because Lisa was saying Patrick wanted to say goodbye. She couldn’t stop crying.”

Swayze has been undergoing pioneering Cyberknife radiotherapy at California’s Stamford University Medical Centre, and had been making a steady recovery from the illness.

He has finished filming The Beast in Chicago, where he has been putting in 12-hour days. He went to a party earlier this week to celebrate with Lisa and Donny.

He stayed for one-and-a-quarter hours sitting on a couch the entire time, happily talking to people.

Swayze’s wife “mingled a little more than Patrick did, leaving the couch to grab a drink or talk to people, but mostly she remained at his side” a source told the US magazine.

“Patrick let the party-goers come to him, never circulating around the room and rarely even standing up, but when others did come to him, he chatted at length with many of them.”

In October, his production team reported Swayze had missed only a day and a half of work.

“I’m still fine to work, I haven’t changed - oh, I have changed, what am I saying? It’s a battle zone I go through. Chemo, no matter how you cut it, is hell on wheels,” he told The New York Times.

(source)

"Drunk driver ends up running over himself"

That takes talent! Read the article accompanying this headline….after the jump.

Drunk driver ends up running over himself

A 21-year-old man was accused of driving drunk and leading police on a chase that finally ended with him running over himself. The man was treated for minor injuries at a Santa Fe hospital and booked in to the Sandoval County detention center on charges of aggravated driving while intoxicated, fleeing a police officer, careless driving and two other outstanding traffic warrants.

A tip to the state's DrunkBuster hot line Sunday afternoon alerted authorities to a possibly drunken driver.

State Police Officer Grace Romero spotted the man's pickup truck swerving across both lanes of a highway, driving slowly and then fast. He refused to stop.

After narrowly missing other vehicles, police said the suspect drove through a ditch and a barbed-wire fence before stopping. He tried to put the truck into park, but it ended up in reverse.

Police said the man fell from his open door and both of his legs were run over by the front driver's side tire.

1) GOD-without him nothing would be possible in my life.
2) My parents-I am very blessed to have them in my life. They have always supported me, always been there for me when I needed them, and they pay for my college tuition and car.
3) Our troops-They are either overseas or around our borders protecting our country. I am extremely indebted and grateful to all of them (we all are) for sacrificing their lives so that we could still live in freedom. This also extends out to one special Marine who is close to my heart: My boyfriend who is in Cali right now. I miss him so much but I understand that he loves his job and this country more. That's what makes me fall in love with him even more. hehe
4) My Extended family (mom's side)-I am very close to them. And when my Mom came here to America to make a better life for her and for me they took care of me while I was a baby in the Phillippines unti she came back and got me. Sometimes they annoy me but in the end my life would NOT be the same without them.
5) My health-So far so good! All I have to worry about is my eczema and food allergies to wheat and flour. Compare that to the other health problems in this country...I am very blessed.
6) My boyfriend (again)-He is my lover, my best friend and my hero. He makes my life better and most importantly he taught me how to believe in LOVE again. After 3 years he still makes me weak in the knees and I'm very grateful to have him in my life.
7) My 6 close girlfriends: My life without them wouldn't be the same. If I need to talk to someone at 3am they are always there for me. I can count on them to party with me, lend a shoulder to cry on, and go shopping with. We have been best friends for 14 years+ and I can't wait to grow old with them.
My friends that I have made here on Teamsugar. (Lookbook & Conservative Sugar) All of you are always so kind and you guys help me pass the time when I'm at work or in class.

There's much much more but I don't have enough time.

So I hope that everyone has a fantasic and full Thanksgiving. Be safe, enjoy your time with your family, and reflect on the fact that we are very blessed to be living in the USA and that there are alot of people who are less fortunate than us. We are all blessed.

So Please come back and tell me what you are most thankful for whenever you get a chance. Even if you live in a different country and you don't celebrate Thanksgiving, I know that everyone is thankful for something. It's a holiday that can both be celebrated and appreciated around the world. Have a GREAT day. xoxo

If you have a weak stomach then do NOT click the link below…

This video made me laugh and sick at the same time.

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We heard of the comeback of the strong shoulders, but this is the first time I’ve actually seen it on streets. Def not for the weak minded, this look excudes confidence and a very fashion forward attitude.

Thanks Sartorialist for the pics

Over the weekend the U.S. government took over, and bailed out, its 22nd bank. In 1802 Thomas Jefferson had something to say about this, or even more about how the power of banking institutions should be limited. Jefferson said:

"I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. If the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around the banks will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered."

Banks get their control through the use of credit and loans. Being debt free is the only way to be free from the control of banking institutions. I’m debt free, and I’ve never used a credit card in my life. I did it through self-control, and only bought what I could afford. If you do have to get a loan for a car or a house, don’t buy more car or house than you can afford to pay off. Like those who sell alcohol or cigarettes, banks count on people to be weak, and banks count on people to spend more than they can afford because they can’t control their need for greed. Banks lend money as a tool, but those loans can turn into a nightmare when people stop budgeting, and start spending to satisfy their greed.

Jefferson was right, but it isn’t so much that banking institutions are a threat, as much as unchecked greed being the real threat. The real enemy of the American people is their own greed. As long as banks have reasonable restrictions on credit, and reasonable credit card interesting rates, there is boundaries to keep that greed in check.

I know this is off topic for a gossip blog, but I am concerned the impact is having on my audience. Although I only just heard about a man named Dave Ramsey, who gives people advice on becoming debt free, he preaches many of the principles I have lived by my whole life, so click here to visit his web site. HG is in no way associated with Mr. Ramsey, but he does give good advice.

Take control of your own life. Don’t let the banks control your life.

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